My Mom Was Supposed To Be Here

My Mom Was Supposed To Be Here

 This isn’t how things were supposed to happen. This isn’t how things were supposed to be. My mom wasn’t supposed to miss out on so many big things. My mom’s life wasn’t supposed to get cut short. My mom was supposed to be here.

This wasn’t what I had planned. This isn’t what we wanted. There wasn’t a day spent with my mom that the thought crossed my mind that she would be taken from me way sooner than planned. 

My mom was supposed to be here for the little things.

My mom was supposed to be here for the big things.

My mom was supposed to watch me succeed.

My mom was supposed to watch me fail.

My mom was supposed to be here to celebrate all of  my highs and wipe my tears for all of my lows.

This is not how things were supposed to be. 

I wasn’t supposed to have to miss out on having an adult relationship with my mom.

I wasn’t supposed to have to miss out on having my mom there for all of the big milestones to come.

I wasn’t supposed to be grieving my mom at an age way younger than anyone should have to.

It shouldn’t be this way.

My mom was supposed to be here.

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https://www.facebook.com/iamamotherlessdaughter/

https://www.facebook.com/Motherless-Daughters-153858391294874/?fref=ts

https://www.facebook.com/MyMomIsInHeaven/?fref=ts

https://www.facebook.com/MyMomIsWithGod/

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